A quote about doubt by Winn Collier:
What I discovered in Scripture, particularly the Psalms, was instruction in how to speak to God, language for Divine conversation. What I found most striking was the Psalms’ brutal honesty. Whatever one felt toward God, they spoke (actually, prayed): anger, joy, ambivalence, fear, delight. And doubt.
The Psalms suggest that dishonesty may be the only thing that isn’t prayer. If we are filled with doubt, the Bible suggests we doubt out loud. Doubt to God. Don’t hold back. Don’t try to slash a smiley face across it. Let it loose. Doubt louder. Doubt better.